Monday, October 4, 2021

A Model I Am?

Again, this year, I am asking/requiring my students to post to their blogs.

Again, this year, I continue to implement components from Penny Kittle's Write Beside Them.  Or am I?

For nearly all assignments, I do the assignment with my students, providing models for them, sometimes, to use word for word or, more often, as a guide on the side.  I have, too, have a class blog where I post here.  Yet. (Such a powerful little word.)  Yet...I seldom blog on my own personal blogs, often using time as my rationale.  Truth is that after teaching...still all day during pandemic guidelines...I often want to leave school at school.  Anyone get that?  Understand that?

Yet...writing here is a catharsis of sorts, one that has often been a healing time for me, a place where my thinking is tapped onto this blank canvas, and, while a work of art does not always develop, a result does occur that remains therapeutic for me.

Additionally, just have to say, hypocrites get on my last nerve...just bless them.  Yet...is that not what I am if I do not blog and post my thoughts?  Hummm...I see that thinking and tapping bringing thoughts and conviction to life.

Here's hoping that weeks, if not months, go by without my checking in here!


Sidenote:  Google removed blogger from student accounts.   Ugh.  I have yet to read a reason.  Thus, I implemented Plan B, which has resulted in a small delay of creating student blogs and in my decision to use Edublogs with my students this year.

Sunday, August 29, 2021

2021-2022: Top Eight...so far

Eight days in...and having a great year, as we continue teaching in a pandemic.  Good to be back face-to-face!

For those eight days, a list of my favorite thoughts so far on this year and this group of students:

  1. Great kids.  This group as a whole seems on track more and ready for the learning to begin.  Nice.
  2. Books...all had a book checked out by day eight...and off we go on our independent read journeys.  My book?  One a student recommended as her most favorite book ever.  How could I resist?!
  3. Ordered more books...always this is part of check out week as I do not ever have the exact titles or need more titles of certain books.  Speaking of that...need to order two more right now (I need to re-read Divergent series...and somewhere along the way the first in another series walked way.
  4. Book Clubs...one boy, when I mentioned we would be reading The Crucible, asked for another book about the same subject.  I just happened to mention my paired text.  Before the conversation finished, two more wanted a copy of A Break with Charity.
  5. Evenly numbered classes...meaning all my classes have about the same number of students.  Love this, as last year I had one with 29...and then one with five.  
  6. Educators Rising...new name for the Teacher Cadets...and...wait for it...17 students signed up for the class!  These students either are future teachers or have some interest in learning about education (or the class was chosen for them!)...they total up to an amazng group of young leaders.  Yes.
  7. All year-long projects are set up...except for creating their blogs...which will happen on Monday and Tuesday.  At that point, we are ready to dive into our first nine-week units.
  8. New Schedule:  a modified block on Mon-Thurs and Fast Friday, where we meet with all classes.  I like it.  Days are a blur, which means, of course, that this year will again fly by!
I hope you have had an amazing beginning to a 21-22!  What have been your highlights?

Friday, May 28, 2021

Thirty Years Complete

That number...30...seems surreal.  As I left campus today, I completed 30 years of teaching in the classroom.  Amazing.  Blessed.  Chosen.  

Besides 30 years, 4000 students.

Besides 30 years, 5,700 paid days spent aspiring.

Besides 30 years, more days added to that number above, unpaid.

Besides 30 years, four school districts, four classrooms.

Besides 30 years, numerous teacher friends.

Besides 30 years, friendships in abundance.

Besides 30 years, adminstrative leadership guiding us. 

Besides 30 years, multiple preps each year.

Besides 30 years, lessons planned and presented.

Besides 30 years, hundreds of books read.

Besides 30 years, mistakes, too many, made.

Besides 30 years, goals achieved...and not.

Besides 30 years, never one paid vacation.

Besides 30 years, sick and personal days covered all needs.

Besides 30 years, in one pandemic taught.  Thank goodness.

Besides 30 years, living what I was born to do.

Besides 30 years, after June, ready to plan for another.

This list could go on, yet, if you have taught, you know:  there is no tired like that end-of-year tired.  For this reason, I pause here to rest and recline, for on this evening of day 5,700, my math has reached it max capabilites!

Amazing.  Blessed. Chosen.

Monday, March 8, 2021

The Return to Reading

Meeting and surpassing my 2021 reading goal I am!  Just click on the above 2021 Reading List to check out my titles thus far.

I question myself:  why so many books in such a short time span?  My love of reading has returned after having lived in a dessert entitled "Pandemic and Busyness."  After the atrocious first semester during which time was not my own, I decided...and since have affirmed...that I needed a diagnosis of normalcy.  Therefore, I committed again to reading one book a week, reading books I owned (still have bought plenty...for that is very normal!), and reading books I enjoy...yes, even fluff...and young adult...and suspense...with a few witches thrown in!

Then, that love of reading began to return...not because I needed to meet a deadline (book clubs often place that pressure on me!  Yikes!)...but because I absolutely love to immerse myself in a good book.  Now, I feel more like me than I have in a long time.  Yes!

One of my more recent reads The Distance Between Lost and Found (bought based on a student's recommendation) reminds me so much of Laurie Halse Anderson's Speak, both about a girl bullied who lost...and then found...her voice.  Books on this topic remind...oh, why do I need to be reminded?!...of the power of the bully and to evermore take a stand against such violence.

Also, I have read three books by authors from my home state of Arkansas...have bought another...and reserved a copy for another.  Such talent we have!  Here are the titles of the ones I have read thus far...all very good:
  1. Vilonia Beebe Takes Charge by Kristin Gray - middle grade
  2. Eventide by Sarah Goodman - young adult
  3. Letters on the Table by Pattie Howse-Duncan - adult
I certainly hope your love of reading has continued...and should you have taken a break (of whatever kind or length), I encourage you to dive back in with a book that speaks to you!

Happy reading!

Thursday, February 11, 2021

Going Virtual for Weather Days

 The last two days have reminded me of the hazards of going virtual...but first may I digress?

Snow days...don't you just miss the fun of a snow day?!  Our students certainly do as we have not had "a real good snow" since their elementary years.  They need one!  Last night we got ice and sleet...enough to cover streets and provide a fun outlet to make memories!  Memories they should be making...instead of Google Meeting with me!

But...may I digress again...my work is not so much they could not do both...have fun...and work...just a bit. 

But...should they have to do so?

Thus, hazard one.

Now, for hazard two...as I began checking my email...then, adding all contacts to a spreadsheet...I had such a powerful flashback to last year when we dismissed for what we thought would be a few days, weeks...which turned into the rest of the year.  A mini-PTSD moment.  No!  Not the same...but some commonalities.  I do not want to return there.

We have been hybrid all year, which has been both the hardest year of my 30 and, at the same time, the best, for we have quickly witnessed students rise to the occasion.  Kids are amazing.

Which leads me to hazard three:  I need to be ever bragging on these student heroes.  Not sure that I do that enough in the daily, weekly struggle to keep all things literacy going...so here goes!

Brag Board

  • To Aidan, Kaleb, and Mitchell...you rock!  Working and guaranteeing their As.
  • To Mersaides...catching up, working ahead.  Learning from the past and conquering the future.
  • To Sarah...thinking how much can I put off until tomorrow...then deciding to finish today.
  • To Bryson, Curtis, and Eli...pushing, encouraging, working on a snow day!  Powerful!
These hazards are minor.  For sure.  Just need to be ever working to turn them into Rewards One, Two, and Three.

Now, back to checking the emails and lending support on this very cold day in Arkansas!


Saturday, January 23, 2021

Time to Sing

 At some point this week, I realized how little I sing at school.

Now, just to clarify, I am not the world's best singer...at all.  I just enjoy making up lines and changing lyrics to other songs, thereby personalizing them.

Therefore, I made the change, lifting up my voice, singing greetings, creating jingles.

When did I stop stop singing?  Here are my conclusions:

  1. For the first time, this year, a student responded very negatively to my voice.  At the time, I did not reflect to realize that I may have let this affect me more than I should have. (I am sure this was NOT the first time for someone to not enjoy my lilting, Southern twang!)  Soooo...why this time?
  2. Teaching in a pandemic is harsh!  Have you noticed?  Last semester was the worst of the worst in my teaching career (will not have another...but that is another post...or is it?).  I allowed this pandemic to take away some of my joy.  Stop.  Stop it.  Right now...or last week...as I began to sing.  Again.  Loud.  Proud. Just singing.
What has this pandemic taken from you that you need to return?  Do it!  We win!

Saturday, January 2, 2021

2021 Intentions = Guaranteed Success!

 Here in no certain order are my Top Ten Intentions...not resolutions...for 2021:

  1. Read more books!  I read 65 last year...okay I would be happy with averaging one per week for a total of 52...which is still more than what I have read as of right now (already started on this intention!  Yay!).
  2. Do my part to achieve this pandemic.  Several years ago, I went through the National Board Certification process, and their big word was/is "achieve."  Using that same energy and determination, I want to do my part and assist and encourage others to do their parts to beat this monster.
  3. Drink more water and fewer Diet Dr. Peppers.  The problem?  I really like Diet Dr. Pepper...water is just okay.  I need that to switch!
  4. Take time to think more...instead of reacting...and then thinking in hindsight.  My One Word this year is ponder...on this I will ponder...to be redundant!
  5. Tammy Time...time that involves less technology.  I really want to make some quilts, fill some canvas, and craft some projects.
  6. Listen to and learn more songs to play on the piano...have to listen to them for awhile...then, I can play them, as reading music is not my thing, for in that area I am illiterate, which is fine (for now) as God has gifted these fingers to be able to play what I hear.  You see...every time, I sit down and play the piano a miracle occurs...I cannot tell you now I know which keys to play when.  I just do.  For that, I am very grateful.
  7. Spend more quality time with my family...without stress.  Going to let the stress go.  Right...just like that. I do intend to do that.  As I type, several of my family and close friends are dealing with medical concerns.  Time is precious, people.
  8. Based on #7...allow more water to flow off this duck's back, resulting in less stress in my life.
  9. Keep a cleaner house.  Shhhh...during that 16 weeks teaching in a pandemic...the dust in my house became my new best friend...always there, very dependable, failed to stray, never talked back.  Therefore, I will be kind to the dust should it need to stick around at times, but I promise to not miss it when I encourage its leaving.
  10. Plan and prepare even more engaging lesson plans.  This does not always happen...but, as time allows, I will spend the energy on this...more music, videos, stories.  Just more, for I really do enjoy making and creating and working with my kiddos on these ideas that just come to me.  Fun!
  11. So...math is, also, not my thing...#11 = I want to write more...which really ties in with #4 (so maybe this one does not count, after all?!).
There!  Seems doable, feasible, realistic.  By intending, I set myself up for success...and not failure, for intentions are just more obtainable.  Don't words have power?  Just have to be careful and use the  right ones!

Happy New Year!

Friday, January 1, 2021

As 2020 Ends...a teacher's reflection

May we just take a moment...and happy dance...for we survived my/our first ever of teaching in a pandemic!  Hands in the air!  Give it up!

Now, some might suggest this came at a high cost.  Yes.  I would agree.

Thus, before we return (numbers are ever so high...new even-more-contagious virus now within the States...to maybe even more unknows), may we just chat about what we do know...or more specifically about what I did learn about that high cost?

  1. Fortunately, for school districts, teachers are not paid by the hour, for teachers are on salary.  We work until the job is finished.  (As a matter of fact...this Christmas Break?...teachers are not paid.  We are only paid for the days we work.)  And did we work!  I put more hours into that first 14 weeks (finally felt some slack about week 14-15...when my students began research papers...unfortunately, many still slacked...while many worked/wrote harder than ever).  From the posts I read and the action research within my own hallway, teachers more than doubled the normal work-hour load.  The cost is high.
  2. Students need structure; specifically, they need the routine of school.  With the exception of @15% of my online students, the remainder failed the first semester.  Not just my class.  Most...if not all of their classes.  Also, those who would have to be quarantined knew...would tell me...they knew they would get behind.   Just too easy to put off what they thought they could complete later.  This cost is just too high.
  3. Parents need the structure of school for their children as they, too, are living in a pandemic and are not teachers and often do not have the time to ensure their children are completing work, for...shock!...they are often told the work is finished.  Then, grades are released.  Parent contacts are made.  Then, reality.  Just bless them.  The cost is high.
  4. Virtual students...for the future is not 20-20 for them...are making decisions that affect their GPAs which, in turn, affect not-earned scholarships...which will affect their future education decisions.  This cost to them just makes me so sad.  Right now, they are forfeiting careers, pay raises, advancements...future choices they will never now experience.  The cost is just too high.
  5. Teachers are teaching less than we ever have...but are teaching more than they probably ever thought would be obtainable in a pandemic.  Finding that doable line can be frustrating.  Students need success; they need to be learning...but with rising COVID numbers, families are experiencing sickness and loss of loved ones. Besides these losses, many people's finances have been affected.  Stress!  Therefore, teachers work hard to find the lessons that are engaging and realistic and doable.  How much is enough?  How much is too much?  For regardless of this pandemic, still we work daily to prepare them for a world after COVID (and maybe that state-mandated test?!  Stress!).  That's right...the cost is high.
  6. Based on my action research, teachers' health were affected...to their detriment.  At one point, nearly 100% of my teacher friends were having some sort of health issue that all stemmed from stress of teaching in this environment that none asked for...but one in which they all showed up for...day after day...week after week...month after month...until 16 weeks were accomplished.  And?  None of these health issues were related to the virus...just from stress caused by working in this pandemic.  The.  Cost.  Is.  High.
  7. I could go on...but...
  8. I am sooooooo proud of us...the students, the teachers, the staff, the admin, the families...we are making it happen, for school is the best place for these kiddos to be. My mind cannot be changed about that...school is the best place for students (could so easily digress her and chat about brain development...but...I won't!)  I shared with all of my students who would hear...their remaining engaged is the same as earning money for their futures...for their GPAs will remain high; they will earn the scholarships; they will secure the jobs of this lost year.  Yes, the cost, while high, will be so rewarding for them.
  9. Technological advancements...teachers are making it happen!  Many who just knew they could not...now know they can.  Yes!  You see...we will learn and utilize whatever to make this thing call school happen.  
Tell me...at what cost have you succeeded this year?  I know the perks and benefits do outweigh the cost.  Yes!